That year the winter , she went to a university held a book signing.

Although the weather was cold, i wear custom t shirts ,long scenes reflect signatures of a hot team yet. A student walked in front of her holding a book, carefully handed over: "Can you give me autograph it." She glanced casually, and immediately found that this is a pirated book: the book is very rough paper , the contents of which is typo talk. A closer look at him, thin clothes, standing straight in the shivering cold, facial expressions cautious. Do not guess, this must be a poor family of students.

Sign or not sign? She faces a dilemma of choice . Sign, then, is undoubtedly a recognition of pirated books; do not sign it, he will inevitably meet with students around the ridicule , which for a poor student, the self-esteem will be seriously hurt . Hesitated for a moment, she is fluent in sign book piracy own the name , and then smile with handed back to him. He seems to understand the meaning of a smile in, flushed gently authentic thank you, quickly leave.

Blink of an eye 10 years later, she re-released book, was invited to accept a reporter's interview. End of the interview, the reporter casually and talk with her.

"How do you see pirated books?"

"As a writer, I am of course disgusted, and called on everyone to boycott." She replied without hesitation.

"If someone is like your book, but no money to buy legal copies, and forced to spread up the Amoy pirated it? "

She was suddenly speechless. Think for a moment, said: "In fact, I've encountered a similar situation, a poor university student holding a pirated book to find my signature, I am very contradictory , but eventually signed. I do not know custom t shirts  was doing right or wrong. "

Reporters no longer ask, out of a box and handed her: "This is one of your readers asked me to turn to you, containing a letter and a book, want to be sure to open your free time to see. "

She smiled and said: "Which the reader will not have comments on my work right, but rest assured, I would surely have read of."

She did not think that book, the original piracy of her book signings years ago, and that the letter, read this to say: "Thank you for the year in a special way to protect the health of a poor dignity , but also made him uneasy, and deeply ashamed to face you. Maybe you do not know, when he was too poor to dare to eat only one meal a day, in order to save money to buy your book (although pirated), his three days only drink a canteen of free soup you may wonder why bother to discuss your signature? it is because he is very worship you, if you have a book your book personally signed, will be against his life, the spiritual power of winter. "

"He wanted to get away, but I got you to read them in your moment of hesitation, his heart in his throat eyes, almost like to find a way to seam drilling ... but you do not expose him, but also delivery a smile, it is seen in his life the most beautiful of the smile , that moment he vowed: one day in front of you to stand upright, honest to say I'm sorry . Since then, he is no longer on the future of pessimism disappointed , because the inner depths of the total fresh air moisture him. Since then, he would prefer four or around the library has not bought an excerpt of pirated books, because he can not live up to your most charming smile. After graduation, he felt looked down upon, encountered injustice, appreciate too hard, but never thought to give up , because he owed ??you to a sorry. After years of hard work, custom t shirts had a good job , holding a grateful heart, always looking to the bottom, concerned about the weak , the poor also do all sponsored two students in the mountains a month ago, his bookstore, then accidentally found your book, so readily bought, now that the book be returned to piracy ... ... see you deal with a signed letter, surely you should know who I am. "evening, she made ??to reporters a text message : "Your gift makes me very excited, although I still insist on the piracy of their own attitudes , but I have done that for their own little things and pride . "

Soon, she received the reporter's response: you can finally say sorry. To these words, I work for 10 years.

The reporter was me. Looking back on that period of growth for years , I laugh at themselves past the naive and vulnerable , have felt indifferent to the past angry, but still can not deny that her beauty good, like a light touch of warmth the darkest days of my . If there is no trace of that light, maybe I'll long to live in pessimistic, my life direction may shift occurred long ago.